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WEEKS
HEAD OF HOUSEHOLD DIARY
One fringe benefit of being Head of Household is this page, in which the
HoH shares his or her innermost thoughts with the outside world.
WEEK 9: ZACH
THURSDAY, SEPTEMBER 6, 2007


From: Zach
To: My Fans, Creighton and FSU People, Close friends all over, Hollywood Promoters
Thanks for the support, I hope I'm giving you stuff to laugh about: i.e. Diary room sessions, and bunny on a treadmill. I'm playing this game as a game and having the most fun i can with it. People in this house don't realize how much fun this is, and that it IS A GAME. I am grateful for everything and everyone rooting me forward. I am enjoying every moment alive here. Just being me, and hoping to win it in the end. Thanks for watching, and rooting me forward.

From: Zach
To: Dad, Mom, Thadd, Stas, Small
I must say that its amazing that i have lasted this far. I have truly enjoyed this adventure thus far, and can't wait to continue the rest of it. I have learned so much about myself in these few months both about my strengths and weaknesses. I have really tried to sort my emotions and attempt going further in things i thought i may have quit a while ago. You have a lot of time in the Big Brother house here, to seriously consider a lot about your life in general. To be able to reflect on your life is a biggy; well at least for me. I seriously have really grown as an adult and can't wait to use my new mentality and abilities taken away from this place. Thanks for the FSU Shirts and stuff it was definitely needed. I think about the smiles i bring all of you, as well as uniting old friends and family all in one. I find myself feeling behind in so many things, and that i have yet so much to accomplish and I'm 30. I am grateful for the opportunities this show has presented and enjoy everyday getting closer to the outcome to win this thing. I think about Tom, and hope he is well, i have no idea there. I also think about the wedding i missed, the trip to see grandma, and the sunday evening calls to check up on all of you. I hope Thadd was raging when he saw me win that HOH, it was extremely time- consuming and hard in the same. I really knew i would have to give it my all to win. I hope Pockets in Tallahassee is raging for my success or wherever you are Thadd doing it up. To Stas I hope showing the Winthrop baseball pride is enough. I'm grateful for the support. The letters from all of you were uplifting. I appreciate all the support, and i hope you understand my motives and tactics to survive and to win. Getting naked in week 3 was not planned. It was the lowest point in the game for me. I was totally depressed and feeling down in the dumps. For that one moment i knew i had to get out of me skin "literally" to get back in this game if i truly wanted to play; and it worked. I earned the respect of all around me and started a precedent so to speak. I know dad and mom you're like "Oh God" but i hope you're over it. I really worked hard strategically to get to where i am, and I'm telling you i am 150% going to get to the end. I can endure a lot. you knew that already. Mom better be learning how to fly, hypnotise or whatever, you better be out here with dad and thadd and stas when i win this thing. I'm going to pull it off, you will see. Mom, could you contact Jascha and Dimitri on the list and Russ and Kimo, i would love comments from them in a more lengthy letter when i win HOH 2 weeks from now, I'd love to know how things are going with them. Hence work people, friends, Small, etc...

From: Zach, AKA Big, AKA Bug
To: Small, AKA Bug
I must say i have come a long way. I never could have made it to where i am without the 3 hour conversation we had 75 days ago, there abouts. I truly have changed inside this place and have really seen what matters to me. I'm sorry for the damage that i caused you, and i hope after all this time things can resolve. The keepsake of the memory of the "Shell" we found. you found. Has given me more strength in places i never knew i had. It truly has kept my sanity in here. I won that HOH for you. I kept thinking you were the light at the end of the tunnel. I kept saying "this is for sweets". Anyway, a lot has changed mentally as i said up top, i have changed and i miss the memories of the bikes, meals, and little things. If you're out there, i have the shell close to me everyday, and i'm thankful you gave it to me, without it i would fail for sure. Please contact my mom and dad, and get info on the last night events, i would really appreciate you being there. Bug im going to win this thing, trust me. I hope school is going well. I miss you. Z.

From: Zach
To: Jascha & Dimitri & Lars
Who would have thought i would be this far. But i am. Jascha and Dimitri, can you check my mail if you haven't as well as take my car out for a spin, i hope it still works. Lars i tried already but i'll do it here. CONGRATS on the engagement LARS and MERIDITH. does that work??? Anyway i hope all is good. I hope i still have my desk and i truly miss my job and all of you. I really do. Tell Schawn i say hey. Tell Joe, from "PROMINENCE OF THE SUN" they kick ass, and Lammo to stop using skull-clamps. lol. I hope all is well. Jascha if not yet please try to talk about securing my job haha, i want to be able to be there when this is all done, and get a message to my parents. also you can email them some info. I will win HOH in 2 weeks and i want to hear how all of you are doing. I know christian is cheating at magic and you're as lame as ever. I hope you all had a good time on that scuba trip.

From: Zach
To: FSU Alumni AKA FOOTBALL
I'm totally down for some tickets, LOL. I miss FSU Football. GO NOLES!!! I hope we're doing well this year. I can't wait for a home game soon. I'll be there in October. Save me a few seats. Thanks Ya'all.

From:Daniele
To: Nick
Nick, she looks forward to the trip to the "Serengetti" with you.

From: Zach
To: Nick
See you soon dude...

From: Dick
To: Vincent
He misses you dude, and he hopes you liked the veto with the croquet that he won.

From: Dick
To: Janelle
Dick cant wait to see you at the wrap party. He is gaga over you. ":)

From: Zach
To: Janelle
Good to see you, good luck with that puppy love from Dick. hahahah. see ya when i see ya. PS I know you hate Eric, hahaha. He knows you do. LOL.

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